What do you do when

Your heart keeps

Beating too fast in

The night? Do you force

Breath through thin

Pursed lips like eternal

Ocean waves of air? Do

You get up and walk

Around and try to take

A shit and smoke a

Cigarette on your

Apartment balcony?

Do you reminisce about

A lover's tongue

Wrapped deftly

Around the head of

Your cock? Do you

Wonder when your

Heart will just

Finally give up and

Betray you?